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  • end of common test!!!
  • If you don't lose you cant win,
  • All the best to team spore and my bro!
  • section 65
  • freaky friday
  • Sunday's soccer
  • "Impossible"
  • Samsung STAR
  • when a red sees a red(masch) hahaha
  • two is better than one

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    end of common test!!!

    It's 3 days since I last blogged and that's when the common test started and now it has come to the end. Results will be released after new year and I'm hoping my results will be out as what I predicted. That would be one of the best starts for the new year. So we had some 4 hrs of soccer after that, regardless of rain or shine. And tmr my brother will be back. Alright since the new year's approaching, I've already got some resolutions in my mind. Yeah one of them is to be more fit. I just want to do as many pull-ups as possible, lol..for what reason. But what I feel more is that being healthy is really important to have a good lifstyle.Stuffs like eating smart also plays a part like eating less rice, more meat. Alright I miss out on vegetables(always!), but it would be better to eat more vege. It's just that vegetables sucks(most of them). Current number of pull-ups I can do is 10, and by next march I hope to do a 15 or 18. And maybe more gym in the upcoming 2 weeks since it's holidays. I just wan to be fit for the time being, and at the same time to kill off some time. I'm just not a gamer :S

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    If you don't lose you cant win,

    this photo is really cool

    heys all...looks like the sea games fever might just end soon in a few days time. Well, my brother didn't make it to the semi-finals, but I'm seriously proud of him. And yes he was right when he said you've got to have balls to do what he do. He wrote it on his ball guard with permanent marker. lol! but anw...his next fight is in Suntec on the 10th and 11th. It's free people, and I'll try to make my way down there n support him. I see him as a really brave man to step forward and represent spore after spore boxing was missing from the sea games for more than a decade. And in his fight against thailand, he showed how big his heart was. And not only that, the thailand coach even offered him to go for training in thailand. That's really good but my brother insisted on staying. He said he dun wanna make the thais feel proud just bcos other ppl come and train with them. And i absolutely agree! Nevertheless, there's still another sea games which I hope he'd get into also.
    we were supposed to look like nerds but i just dun have the nerd look n attire on me! LOL!

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    All the best to team spore and my bro!





    A narrow escape- that's what I'd call it. But after today, I was kinda relieved. The things that has been happening lately really made me learn a lot. It's like few months back I was making some lame jokes, just thinking about that one particular thing that I really need. Then came the cornea ulcer, my parents divorce and now me ending up in family court. Alright honestly speaking, during the hols, I was seriously sad about something that I feel that it's really hard to move on. But I did it, step-by-step. And I didn't really believe god back then. The thing I could only believed was I didn't have enough luck. Maybe till now, at times I believed that but the things that happened really made me wanted to believe god so much after so many years. And I really want to thank god for that for showing me the right path. I believed right now, I'm still a little sad about that one thing, but what else could I do?

    Anyway, the christmas fever is here....and not to forget the Sea Games! Yeah, my bro is in it..so go team spore! watch his fight tmr at 2pm..maybe live at channel 5! I wished him all the best and whether he win anot, it doesnt matter, cos he really made us proud. He's a man of a few words, but with strong determination.

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    section 65

    Believe. Faith. I'm 18, and the mountain I've been climbing is steeper than the ones others out there were climbing. There are things I wish I could say out here, but I think it's better if I kept it to myself and close friends. I just wanna thank them for being good listeners and hope everything goes smoothly on the 10th of Dec. It's the seventh week now and CT's are approaching. I'm just telling myself to move on. There's soccer tournament in sch this coming saturday plus i'm planning to watch new moon soon. So I guess a lot of gals are falling for jacob just like they did once for edward? I kinda prefer jacob to edward cos it kinda reflects back on my story. It sucks to feel like jacob. It's like in this life, you can do a million things for the one you loved, you really cared for but in the end, it all comes back to nothing.

    I saw u looking at me, when ur bus was next to mine,
    I dunno what it was, but now i'm asking myself should i turn back?
    We are like strangers in the broad daylight
    but deep inside i still care for u a lot

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    freaky friday

    alright not monday blues, but friday blues. It's just a freaky friday with long hours stucked in school. Sch started at 8 and finished at 5. As the day goes by, it makes me quite restless esp when I didn't sleep enough for the last 2 days. But there's something to cheer about cos the weekends are here. Well, I'm not really going out but carrying out with my daily saturday routine, work out in the morning and then study with MJ in the afternoon. Common tests are reaching as everybody knows, and I hoped my classmates will start their revision soon. Someone happened in school that's making me pissed off. I really hate it a lot when people tried to accuse me of copying. Other than that, things are ok. Life goes on normally, though it might have leave a scar. My brother's coming back soon I guess..and he'll leave spore again soon too. Hope he'll make spore proud in the SEA Games.

    I heard Sylvia sang this on SI, Mandy Moore-Cry.
    And when she sang it, it reminds me of a lot of things, u know who. I remembered it all really well, and will always remember it well. The movie in it is my all-time fav movie, it was really touching and quite sad. Yeah so for those who haven't watched it, do it watch it.

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    Sunday's soccer

    Hey there I'm back here again. I'm still kinda tired from morning's soccer match. It's not like any normal match cos guess what? I played with a div2 team, it was my friend's team i'm playing for. To be honest, the league was quite tough and for my friends who just joined div 13, i think you'd better have these 3s- Speed, Stamina and strength. Div 2 might be far off from div 13, but those are the words I could say from today's experience. We played against a french team and for some 75 mins, the score was still 0-0 but I guess in the end, we lost our focus and conceeded 2 goals in the last 15 mins. The players there were fast on their feet and mind, always knowing what they want to do next with the ball. But I had fun though I played for an hour, it was still enough experience and knowing new learning points. And today was the first time I ever kicked a ball for the last 2 weeks.

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad
    "Impossible"

    Hey guys! Just a quick update here! Things seem pretty ok though I just came sch for the 8th time out of the last 4 weeks. Thanks to my eye, but now it's better since i went for a laser last wednesday. So it's been a week and seems like I missed out a lot in sch but what matters most, "I'm back". Anyway, I just wrote a song called Impossible, and I really hope you guys would leave a comment what you think of the lyrics. No, I'm not releasing any album or song, haha I just wrote it cos I want to express my feelings. This song that I wrote is greatly inspired by The Look by Ryan Tedder. He's a great musician and if you dunno who the hell is that, he's the frontman of OneRepublic. Yes the guy that sang "Apologize." Alright here's the lyrics and yes finally Duane is out of SI. As always, my vote always go to Sylvia Ratonel hahahaha

    ALright this song is called "Impossible" and I already got some rhytms in my mind.
    Yeah so I hope I will be able to complete it asap. :)

    Impossible”

    First verse:
    A year and a half just came by the road
    But I’m still finding it hard to let go
    The love I had was too strong
    That nothing could ever compare

    Chorus:
    Another day without a smile
    Never regret walking this long mile
    Still remember the times we had together
    It just seems so yesterday
    Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you
    After all the things I’ve done for you
    Was “impossible” the only word u could say

    Second Verse:
    You’re always saying impossible
    But you know yourself love is inevitable
    How do I forget the million things that I’ve done for you?
    How can I breathe easily without you?

    Do you know how much it hurts
    Do you even know how much I cared for you
    Do you know what I’m going through everyday?
    But you know what, forgetting you seems more impossible


    Chorus:
    Another day without a smile
    Never regret walking this long mile
    Still remember the times we had together
    It just seems so yesterday
    Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you
    After all the things I’ve done for you
    Was “impossible” the only word u could say

    Bridge:
    Could it be that you couldn’t see what I see
    That I could be you everything
    Everything you thought what a man should be
    Will you please let your eyes believe it?

    Last Para:
    Impossible, maybe, but worth at least a try
    You know I'm always waiting on your reply
    Just waiting for the chance that I might be able to hold you tight
    Even it is just for a night

    Impossible maybe but worth at least
    A try…………..

    Posted by: Hafiz Ahmad